xmas

I love christmas, but when it's so much to do, I don't feel them. In this year I didn't feel them. Even a littel. Now I'm waiting for New Year's Eve and start all over again.

simple observations

I think that simple observation are very important. Sometimes it's not easy to finde something interesting, but photogrpaher have to see it all the time. Even if you are in orchard where are only trees you have to finde something. To some things we get use to, and we don't see them. I think, I have to learn how to see.

Littel girl.

kids

I love children. People always ask my why. I don't know why. For my they are beautiful, they are honest and they have their own world. Look at first photo in this note. What do you see? Way and drawing. Kids see there many many more things. They can tell you all story about small fish, wich is sliping away big fish. They are themeselves. I always smile to kids in stores or buses, and they always smile back to me. Adults don't do that, they just stare. Children have no problems, they don't have any important obligation. They can just run all day, have fun and don't worry about anything.

old friends

This is old photo. Five girls, who you can see in the picture, are my friends. We are in touch till now. It've took it in Warszawa, the capital of Poland in one of school trips. They are the reason, why I didn't add anything yesterday. On friday we always go to pub or club, and now I'm waiting for them in my house. It will be realy good night...

And what I've learnt in my life it's that good old friends are one of the best thing you can have.

model

So here it is - my first try with models. I have it many many more, but I will add my favorite. In most case my models are my friends, and I think it's good. We know each other, we aren't ashamed and we can talk freely. We invent how to dress and where will be going. Sometime we just meet, go anywhere and make photos not really thinking.

friends

I spend a lot of time with my friends, so they have many photos becaus of me. They got used to my camera, but in the beginig they always said: ‘No! Please don’t! I don’t want to have any photos.’ But now, when they see that I’m taking a photo, they stand, make good smile, trie to look good. Ofcorse sometimes they do stiupid things or silly faces. It’s really good reminder. For my it’s important to have someone, on who you can rely. Someone you can say a lot of things, sometimes important and sometimes stiupid, but you know, that they won’t tell anybody. If it will be funny, they will lought with me. If it will be sad, they will finde the way to make me happy or just smile. Hug of a friend makes everything better.

second

Besids my troubles with technique, knowledge and many many stuff like that, i have two problems: time and models. I’m in high school and I have a lot of things to learn, friends who I have to visit, spend time with and have really good fun. I love to talking with them, watching movies or go somewhere. When I finally have time, my models don’t. But I’m trying, we are arrange our matches and sometimes it works out. When it happen I’m trying to do my best. Sometimes I do self-portrait, but it’s more difficult for me. For my it’s problem with frame and sharpness. I invented many tricks to make my photos better, but they still need a lot of work. If I have a small photo studio, it would be much easier. Last year I was in photo studio every week, and it was really great.

first note

It isn't my first note here, but I think I started it terribly wrong. I will try to add many photos, good photos. I'm just seventeen years old girl, and I'm not taking photos, because it's 'cool' or my dad likes it or my friends or something like that. I'm doing it, because it is one of two things I like the most in my life. And it makes me feel happy. When I'm sad photography is usually helping me. Sometimes even better then people can. I started writing here just for me. Maybe someone will be visiting my blogspot, and it will be really nice for my, but honestly - this is that one thing I'm doing only for myself.

First photo, I'm adding, is my favorit. I took it when I was ten and it's made by one of the cheapest camere in the world. It's the most important photo for my, because when I was taking it I didn't just push the button. I stopped, thought, and told my grandmather and cousins how should they stay. And that was it. From that moment I'm in love with photography.